Today I Started LEND

I draw during class so I can pay attention for longer stretches of time

I belong in the room but am overwhelmed, anxious and all together uncomfortable. I haven't been in a traditional classroom in soooo long. I forgot how confined and anxious they make me feel. I forgot I had a learning disability, until today. I forgot I had a super short attention span, until today.

I have completed both cosmetology school and an entrepreneurial training program which was very rigorous. Cosmetology school was creative, so it was my jam. the entrepreneurial training program was online so I was able to complete something super uncomfortable in a comfortable environment, my home. I didn't realize what a difference that made, until today.

I am nervous people.

Am I excited? Yes

but also I want to throw up.....

I didn't even tell you what LEND is. I will. I promise. But not today. Today I reserve the right to freak out.

Doing things that matter.... is hard. Lord help me to succeed.